Fri. 30 Oct.

Lord Jesus what  is your order for this day??

Thank you for reminding me yesterday to put on Twitter Profile that You told me to “TAKE BACK THE AIRWAVES IN YOUR NAME” by starting www.BeautyFromAshes.TV broadcasting.  This You wanted on my profile to giving transparency and authenticity to those who see and question whether or not they desired to know more about me.

Suddenly I realized that my flesh has a voice that needed to be recognized and not be confused with what Holy Spirit was telling me to do.  I have not been aware how strong a voice my flesh was influencing what decisions I made until now.  I examined the hesitancy – a real restraint- to writting Your name out before the public to see.  Thoughts were striking me of ” What would my family think?” and I realized a spirit of fear was governing my response to the directions of the Lord.
Thank you for showing this deception to me in order that I may see the truth of that which was happening within myself. 

I wrote what I have given voice to over these 11 years of broadcasting declaring that the Word of God was going forth over this area taking back the airwaves in the name of Jesus Christ.  It is He who is dismantling the strongholds of darkness under demonic principalities, powers of darkness and wicked spirits speaking fear and nothing  but negative ugliness This spewing forth of foulness regarding that which was occurring around the world was reporting what the demonic spirit were ruling over with  no reports of the positive good that was taking place.

This was a major bridge for me to cross, Jesus, and thank You for walking me across this chasm.  You had to hold tight my hand guiding me step by step into this field of electronic technology – where exactness – discipline and accuracy are required or one can not open the page of communication or information desired.  I must be obedient to do exactly what God’s says and not be afraid of anyone saying – “But you said?”  rather I with confidence can without hesitancy reply what the Word says or otherwise I will not enter into the results He has promised me by being casual or doing it my way.  It is like spelling or pronouncing a word correctly if you want others to grasp what you are meaning.  This I suppose is being accountable – being sure and not fearful “Yes, that is what I said.”

When a QUESTION arises, next comes DOUBT followed by CONFUSION is a revelation the  Lord gave to me while driving in unfamiliar territory.  Upon close examination it happens as surely as does the sun rise in the mornings.

There are so many glitz’s or voids in our thinking that allows us to come in agreement with the enemy  of our souls where we are condemning and accusing ourselves of missing the mark.  This is absolutely not true according to what God in His Word has stated “Who we are; Who He is in us; and that “Which belongs to us” because He made it and gave it to us wrapped in His abundant love.

We simply have not fully accepted God’s unconditional love for us.  We are always trying to work and earn His approval according to man’s way.  I for one do not want disapproval – better known as rejection or condemnation from anyone and most assuredly not from God.   This is a totally different stance or position from (knowing what belongs to me) as having an opinion in which I am confident but being at ease with another who has an opposite opinion.  This is healthy and often needed to see through the eyes of another so that I may have a more complete perspective regarding an issue.   There were times that my perspective was reversed because of the insight and broader knowledge gained about the issue.  Thus is the wisdom of God continually expanding our narrow self-centered condemned way of thinking?  God is trying in every way by His Son Jesus Christ to have us accept that “we are chosen to be a son or daughter loved as much as His 1st born  son, Jesus” and walk into the Freedom of Knowing we are unconditionally accepted in love with absolute forgiveness of anything trying to separate us from Him.  Jesus, God’s 1st born human son gave His human form of life in order that each one of us may become the 2nd, 3rd (througjh2000 yrs).become the next spirit born human child to join the family.  Being received into God’s family, gathered in about Him that He may enjoy all of us doing our own assignments upon which He smiles, being proud of that which is being created through us.  Each one different but, special in their own field of endeavor what ever it may be, and He, God like any Father participating and deeply involved, is relishing every moment with every child.

God is a Father and longs for His family to gather around loving one another but most of all, loving and accepting ourselves, to appreciate how God created us and start exercising our talents to do that special assignment that only we can do. 

Perhaps many of you are doing the same as I am, examining (what I feel or know) what is my relationship with My Spiritual Father, God and My Big Brother, Jesus, who was anointed The Christ, who ever lives within us.  His constant presence by Holy Spirit is teaching me to trust Him enough to yield controls of my life over to Him. Thus allowing Him to bring forth His fullness – His glorious – and precious presence upon me for I am being transformed into His MAGE.  Never Fear releasing tight control dictating what you want in your life for only as we release control unto Jesus that He is able to reveal what our life was created to be – beyond anything we could have imagined.  We are safe in His loving care!